Hello Saferide - If I Don't Write This Song, Someone I Love Will Die

I check my bed for bugs and spiders--
though I don't really think they're there.
I check my head, it's getting tighter--
I want to stop, but I don't dare.
I will not sleep until I've counted to 200 three times.
I will not sleep until my pencils lie in a straight line.

Goodnight, goodbye,
it's late, and I'm too tired to cry.
Goodnight, goodbye,
just let me close my weary eyes.

I pray to god twice in the evenings,
and check the stove four times each day.
I spin around the door to make sure that it's locked,
and wear these lucky socks until they fade away.
The house might burn down, and it's all my fault if that puddle doesn't get me wet.
If I get home before the rain you're mine, but I won't bet.

Goodnight, goodbye,
it's late, and I'm too tired to cry.
Goodnight, goodbye,
just let me close my weary eyes.

One day, I'll be stepping,
On cracks and close my eyes.
But I'm too tired to argue with myself,
I'll just do this one more time.

Goodnight, goodbye,
it's late, and I'm too tired to cry.
Goodnight, goodbye,
just let me close my weary eyes.