Blue October - My Never

Will you think of me, in time?
It's never my luck, so never mind
I wanna say your name but the pain starts, again
It's never my luck, so never mind

And I had a dream that you were with me, it wasn't my fault
you rolled me over flipped me over, like a somersault
that doesn't happen to me, I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never, and I stood outside her heaven

Will you wait for me in time?
It's never my luck, so never mind
I've lost a lot of what I don't expect to ever return
I tend to push them 'till the pushings turn from hurtin' to burn
I always take them to that place I thought they wanted to go
but end up dancing 'round this clown commands applause at a show

I had a dream that you were with me, it wasn't my fault
You rolled me over flipped me over, a somersault
And that doesn't happen to me, I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never and I stood outside her heaven

Heaven, heaven, heaven

And I can only dream of you and sleep, but I'll never see sunlight again
I can try to be with you, but somehow I'll end up just losing a friend
And I can only reach for you, relate to you, I'm losing my friend
Where did she go? Where?

I had a dream that you were with me, it wasn't my fault
You rolled me over flipped me over, like a somersault
that doesn't happen to me, I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never and I stood outside her heaven

Stood outside her heaven
Let me in your heaven
I Want to live inside your heaven